had poly lunch at just acia (is that how you spell it)
and it was niceee. stuffed myself so full.

i was about to enter my house and then something happened. sigh. im feeling so tired but yet i cant enter my own house. not because i cant but because i refuse to. no way am i going in.. im so tired of crying.. i just feel like i cant trust anyone. do i really look that dumb? trying to hide something from me is like impossible. i'll always find out in the end if i want to know. (in terms of my relationship with my mum)


so frustrated my face feels so stiff.
my face will definitely twist if i relax.
i hate being like this..
i want a simple and happy life.
that's all i want...

Lord must i really drink this bitter cup?
its so bitter i want to cry